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Dalin's Life and Death

I'm Still Here

This flow traces Dalin from a formative encounter with armed robbery through incarceration, reconnection with Austin, and his death in prison.

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The Robbed SneakersThe Robbed Sneakers from "I'm Still Here". The Robbed Sneakers The confrontation After armed robbers take Dalin's new sneakers, he returns home furious and says he wants a gun to recover them.
The Robbed Sneakers The confrontation After armed robbers take Dalin's new sneakers, he returns home furious and says he wants a gun to recover them. His anger reflects more than the lost purchase: the robbery has taken away his sense of control and dignity. A child's recognition Austin sees that the rules governing Dalin's life differ from her own. She understands why going to the police does not seem like an available answer to him, and she fears what might happen if he acts on his rage.
A Rapper Under PressureA Rapper Under Pressure from "I'm Still Here". A Rapper Under Pressure A costly ambition Dalin pursues a rap career and sells drugs to pay for studio time.
A Rapper Under Pressure A costly ambition Dalin pursues a rap career and sells drugs to pay for studio time. His choices unfold amid aggressive policing of nonviolent offenses and repeated stops of young Black men in his neighborhood. Contact with the system He is searched, humiliated, assaulted by officers, and arrested repeatedly. His route toward adult life narrows as personal ambition meets policing practices that make ordinary movement feel dangerous.
A Third StrikeA Third Strike from "I'm Still Here". A Third Strike A long sentence Dalin receives a third strike, bringing a mandatory ten-year prison term for a nonviolent offense.
A Third Strike A long sentence Dalin receives a third strike, bringing a mandatory ten-year prison term for a nonviolent offense. The sentence threatens to remove him from his family for a period that would cover Austin's high school, college, and more. Family distance Austin wonders about his life inside but does not know how to ask him or other relatives. His incarceration becomes an uneasy silence that separates cousins who had never been especially close.
A Letter Across PrisonA Letter Across Prison from "I'm Still Here". A Letter Across Prison Reaching out After reading an account of prison life, Austin decides to stop waiting for Dalin's release and writes to him.
A Letter Across Prison Reaching out After reading an account of prison life, Austin decides to stop waiting for Dalin's release and writes to him. She shares news of her marriage and family-history research, cautiously reaching across years of distance. A reply of mercy Dalin answers with affection, saying that family is still family and responding to her stories. The exchange turns uncertainty into the promise of renewed connection, just as Austin begins to imagine knowing him as an adult.
Lightning in the YardLightning in the Yard from "I'm Still Here". Lightning in the Yard The sudden loss During a storm, Dalin and other men in an honor program are not warned in time about the weather.
Lightning in the Yard The sudden loss During a storm, Dalin and other men in an honor program are not warned in time about the weather. Lightning strikes in the prison yard and kills him. A life remembered Austin keeps his letter with her Bible, holding onto the cousin whose humor, hope, and family curiosity had just become newly present to her. Their reconnection ends before it can grow into the relationship she had imagined.
When Austin was eight and Dalin was a teenager
As Dalin moves from adolescence into adulthood
Several years before Austin begins her master's program
A few years into Dalin's sentence
A few weeks after Dalin's reply